1.25.2010

an escape.

ya know when it seems like the world is sorta against you? like nothing could go right and everyone seems to be against you. and theres no way you can stop thinking those negative thoughts. you want to be positive, but it just isnt working so you sorta give up. an escape can be a wonderful thing. today i had 3. they were wonderful. the weekly prayer time for cru was great as usual. that deep communication between us and God. but i was expecting for it to be good and a nice break. the other was unexpected. while waiting for a friend for lunch, i was sitting in cromer and the people that came and sat down and chilled then went on their way gave me a happiness. i dont know if that makes sense, but yea. like some people i didn't know. and one guy read an excerpt of mere christianity and it was amazing. and then him and another guy had a random deep conversation. it was cool. and. the even more expected escape was chem lab. it was really long and rather confusing but it was nice. it got my mind of things. i came in there just wanting to get done. three hours later, as i was leaving, i couldn't really help but be happy. it's pretty scary that chem lab was an escape, but it was. even though sometimes it seems like the world is against you, God provides escapes and little things, that if you notice them, can help you get through the day :) oh, and a 4th escape will prob be eating dinner with one of my favorite people.

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